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Tuesday, December 1, 2009

nabei cb =x

took out my plaster this afternoon ...

damnn...

became like that

HAISSSSS

alright , work is fine today ..

blog tmr .

HAPPY 8 MONTHS TOGETHER BABY :D

♥casper&carol 8:06 AM

Sunday, November 29, 2009

I HAVE NO ONE ELSE TO BLAME BUT MEEEEEEE :(

and the story goes like this ...

serving a lady . i shall not name who -.-
went into fitting room .
left my finger on the doors .. the edge , that side ...
she slamed the door ..
my last finger stucked ...
smashed . just like that ._.
knocked on the door really hard .
few seconds later she opened ...
and i scolded ' FUCK '
finger flattened abit . cuts ... nail broke a little ... bleeding -.-
ran into toilet and cry .
didnt knw what to do ...
luckily aunties help me put medicine and plaster ..
but it didnt help ..
went back o'neill ...
sat thr and cry and cry ...
thought i was gonna lose a finger .
cursing and swearing ...
zzZz .
that lady came to find me .
and she cried ._.
anyway .... it's allllll myyyyy faultttttttttttttttt x.X"

hais .

my last finger now very pain u noe?!?!? :(

friends and people out there ~

please . NEVER put your fingers somewhere that theres door or anything ....

._. ....

hais ...

HAIS

HAIS !~

pain pain ~~

♥casper&carol 7:07 AM

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

you promised , not to leave .
you broke it .

my heart broke into pieces when i recieved that msg .

seems that all this while ,
it was just a lie .

i thought you were gonna be my last ....

and i guess now ... it's not .

heartaches ..........

i'm speechless ...

not friends ...
i don't wanna be .

i can't stop crying ...

fuck you .
really , fuck you .

fuck that POA CB .
whether you're a bi , les , or butch .
still under same catergory .
FUCK YOU .

♥casper&carol 7:15 AM

Saturday, November 21, 2009

time flies .

thinking back about last year ,
it was a nightmare .
sweet memories , yes .
not much .
more of heart breakings and tears flowing .

wouldn't expect myself to be like that today .

Today , full shift ._.
lololol .

well , some people OBVIOUSLY dont like me . (:
i shall not hide my feelings either .
i actually diao them whole day long .
the minute they saw me ,
i gave them a fuck face .

don't tell me what's wrong or right to do .
you cb people didnt show good example .
so why should i even bother listening to you .?
(:

hypocrite .
smiling when you see me .
yea , like real only .

anyway ,
i guess i won't be staying there soon . i think .
i dont know .
not sure .
not confirm .

.___.

nights .

true friends . hard to come by .
i do not need people who come and go .
a msg today . 6 months later another one .
don't bother contacting .

why wait till i break down and cry ,
then you people come and comfort me .?
no point .
useless .
i don't need any of your sympathy .

♥casper&carol 9:13 AM

Thursday, November 19, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIN QI .
lau piggy :D
LOL .
i've known you for 5years + .
have been disturbing you for 5years +.
HAPPY ANOT?!?! :P

alrighty .
last minute decision to go clubbing last night ._.

met with shixuan , mon , xin and les after work .
waited for baby to end work .
then shixuan went home ,
left the rest of us went clubbing .

got problem finding seats at first .
but luckily xin's friend manage to get for us .
LOL ~

after that ~
me and xin drunk already .
ahahah -.-

ended around 4am ...
baby went home first .
me , mon , les and xin still standing at taxi area ...
worse things happen .
XIN QI FA JIU FONG .
get what i mean ?
she went crazy .

she just kept whacking me . =.=
in the end , i 'fought' with her ...
now ........... my whole body's aching .

uh~ what a WONDERFUL night -.-

sent xin to simei to wait for her bf .
meanwhile , all of us were like zombies ...

5.45am .. her bf finally came .
mon les and me left at 6am ....

and i reached home at 6.20 am this morning ...............
=p

lololol

worked afternoon today .
was late .
somehow , wasn't able to walk properly .
=.=
ankle pain again .
guess i sprained it last night when im drunk ._.
chest area .. dont need say , pain like f**k =x

after work met baby ~ :D
lololol .
ate mash potato , thn went home .

and i just rch home nt long ago ~ ^_^

wheeeeeee ~ blog tmr .

' ; it wasn't an overnight thing that i became what i am today .
through all the painful memories and lessons i've learnt in the past ,
that's what makes me who i am now .

in the past ,
if something goes wrong in a relationship ,
i cry like nobody's business .
i was damn weak .
i thought everything has come to an end .

and i go through it over and over again .
i felt so damn sick .

& thats why now ,
i'll always try to stay strong .
whenever i'm unhappy ,
i'll just fuck that person who offended me .

trust me , i wasn't like that before .

and of course , i don't expect you to be like me .

but really , if that guy isn't worth it at all , just stop shedding anymore tears for him .
he don't care . he don't give a damn .
if he loves you and wants to be with you ,
he wouldn't be doing all these to you .

don't let all these affect your everyday life and your studies .

it's FUCKING NOT WORTH .

i made a mistake at that time .
chose the wrong move to take .
and i'm landed in this state , today .

as a friend , or whatever ,
i really hope you will be happy after thinking it through .
yea ?
not like i'm nagging at you ._.
i just care .
if at any point of time you do not want me to be concerning too much ,
just let me know .

SMILE ^____________________^v

& AGAIN , HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINQI ~

Baby Carol ~ i love you :D

♥casper&carol 7:03 AM

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

shit . i shouldnt have stated my bro's and sis in law de details when submitting the application form .
damn .
now i dont even know whether i can get the subsidy anot .

fuck -

i thought baby's gonna meet me .
............................................

anyway , was at PP WOS the whole day :X
LOL . i've like nothing better to do .
but . that's the only place , i feel like home .

alright .

i'm really pissed off with some people . somehow , they are just out there to ruin our lives .

just because sales is bad , they vent their anger on us .

indirectly of course .

well , they should really put themselves in our shoes before they KAOBEI , yea ?

hypocrites ; morons ; retarded ; fucking shit .

.______________.

just because they think they own the place , they can do whatever shit they want .

HAHA ...

you cb kia's listen up .

if one day , i ever get pissed on the spot , trust me ..

i'm gonna give you hell .

mark my words for it . and dont blame me for being revengeful .

dont even say i should go for anger management .

because if i feel the things i did was right , but you cb kia's just keep pushing the blame to me ...

i'll really fuck you .

and how old are you people already ... ? mid 40s ? you have a brain , do you ?

then please make use of that tiny brain of yours to think .

& i couldn't tolerate any longer .
so fuck off .

it was a dream . it was a lie . it was everything i thought i knew , but wasn't mine .

♥casper&carol 7:02 AM

Sunday, November 15, 2009

stomach's hurting badly ._.

just reach home not long .
bathed , ate porridge .____.
feeling really tired .
as usual .

sleeping soon .

nights .

some idiot asked : so you dont have anything to say ?
i looked at her . gave her the dots -.- look . and walked away .
in my heart i was thinking :
what do you expect me to say ?
there isn't any good points about you that i could comment on .
and you wanted me to listen to whatever you're talking ?

i was really angry when you tell me off just like that .

seriously , mind your own business , yea ?
you've got so much time walking around , like some busybody .
oh please ,
the next time that i see you , or whichever time ,
i'm gonna give you the bochup look like i gave you today .

not respecting seniors ?
you just don't deserve any .

roars .

shouldnt be complaining so much ...
but , really unhappy because of people trying to control me .
f**k .
=.=

; - it feels weird again . i shouldnt be caring too much either ... right ... ? well . i dont know .

: people , msg me your number again or smth so i could save it . lost my hp previously , dont have all contacts again . it wasn't saved in sim card .
kindly sms me your numbers ... if not i will keep asking WHO ARE YOU .. -.-
zZzzzzzz

♥casper&carol 8:43 AM